Dear S... (part 2)

I'd kinda like to know just who you've been lying to- me or him. Maybe you are really happy with him- and you've only been telling me that you aren't to make me feel more special than I really am. Maybe my hunch is right and I'm the one who you feel right with, and you're only with him out of guilt and fear..... but I'm not sure either way. I'm tired of not knowing. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired of you trying to push me away. Do what you wish. Do what you feel is right. I'm gonna live my life. But don't lie to yourself.


-t