.... but also...

Sometimes I jump to conclusions.

I took an open-ended conversation and pictured a worst-case scenario, and then my drunken imagination ran with it. Before I knew it, I had convinced myself that everyone was out to get me, and that nothing would ever work out.

I got down on myself and had a little alcohol-fueled pity party for me, and it wasn't good. Of course, I found out the next day that it was all just drunken confusion, and I do tend to be an emotional drunk.

The power to post an immediate thought in view of the entire planet is a lot of power. Possibly one that I should be a bit more careful with. It's far too easy to hurt those who care about us with words that we may have thought twice before speaking in a "real" conversation.

I've had an empty spot in my heart for the past few months. One that I think is being fixed as we speak. Things are getting much better, and I'm much happier on a daily basis than I have been in a while..... and it's all due to a newfound hope. A faith that has returned.

For that, I thank the ones who are close to me. I do promise to be more careful from here on out. It's just a bit of insecurity showing through every now and then.

Love,

T